my major is one of them.
i've been spending a lot of time trying to "self-improve" this summer.
i have become genuinely happier, with a little help. i've been trying to take better care of my hair and skin and nails. the weather is not helping with this, but i'm giving it my best shot. need to remember to work hard, both at my research and with sticking to goals. kind of important.
i'm going to be less scared and less jumpy, that is the plan. i am going to be comfortable in my own skin and do what needs to be done.
i am going to take new risks. i am going to be honest. i am going to do what makes me happy and satisfied instead of doing what is expected of me. i am going to be okay with not knowing.
i know i don't hold all the cards. i am going to stop grasping for them.